Friday, November 26, 2010

"We are not giving them fish, we are teaching THEM to give fish."

Finally, some time to get caught up!

A few weeks ago was Forward Edge International's annual banquet! I got to help set up the "World Market", which was basically a bunch of booths set up, each representing different projects FEI runs. Nothing was sold, rather it was an opportunity to share pictures and information about Homes for Vulnerable Children, Disaster Response and Construction, Jobs for Life, Feeding the Hungry, Medical Care, and Clean Water Projects. FEI serves in several places around the world, including Haiti, Mexico and Kenya (these are just a few! For more information, visit forwardedge.org)!

I was incredibly excited to finally meet some of the FEI staff! It was amazing to serve and talk with them! I finally met the one who has helped me immensely with this art project and any other questions I've EVER had, Carma Roetcisoender, the Communications and Child Sponsorship Director. She introduced me to her amazing parents, and her mom, also an artist, gave me tons of advise! Oh, and I even got to meet Joe Anfuso, the founder of FEI!!! Huge!

Rick and Val hooks to my right, Jeff and Kris Thompson to my left! I met the Thompsons at Puerto Cabezas, Nicaragua, where they currently live! It was AWESOME to see them again!!!


It was very exciting when the event began. I got to hang out at the Homes for Vulnerable Children booth, and answer any questions people may have had, and to share my passion. Each of us at the booths got to wear shirts that say "Ask me about ____", and many people were stumped at mine, as I filled mine in with "Miurel :]". Turns out it's a good thing that nobody knows how to say it, because many people asked me, so many people found out who this little girl is! So I want to take some time to share a little about Miurel,the little girl from Villa Esperanza that I sponsor!

Miurel at Villa Esperanza (photo from FEI's site)
Miurel living at the dump



















Miurel, eight years old, is the youngest girl currently living at Villa Esperanza. I like to say she is 99% sass and 1% adorable. She is a feisty girl, but when you give her a chance, she is sooooo sweet! The Lord has taught me a ton from this little girl, too much to mention in this post. This is written of her on the Child Sponsorship poster, "Miurel’s mother worked very hard, and often left Miurel and her siblings in their sister Alondra’s care. Miurel told us she really wants to grow up to be “...a princess and look clean and pretty!”... " It's interesting- most little girls want to be a princess because of their fairytale life and prince charming. Miurel simply wants to be clean! Well, I think she's ALWAYS been a princess.

I've always wondered about her father, and never heard anything about him until the night of the banquet. Let's just say it was a little hard to take, and  I find myself hoping I just misunderstood what was said. I can't wait to see her again, and hug her big time (if she'll let me... like I said... she's feisty!).

I learned a lot more disturbing things about the girls at Villa Esperanza that night :[ Papa Wilbert (him and his wife started Villa Esperanza. It was also great to see him again!!) spoke and shared some stories about a few girls. A pastor from Haiti also shared his story and what is going on there. It's hard to imagine children eating mud, full of worms and parasites, to fill their hungry tummies :[

Despite a ton of sad news, it was a night full of celebration (there were beautiful African dancers as well!!!)! Over 540 people attended, and they raised over $176,000, all of which will be given to those in need. It's truly amazing to think of all the Lord has done, and continues to do, in not only the lives of those FEI serves, but in our lives as well. My life has changed because of what the Lord has taught me since my trip to Nica. So with that, I want to leave you with an image of Villa Esperanza, a pastel I did for the event!

"I am not forgotten, I am not forgotten, He calls me by my name" 
:]


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Wendi :]

I apologize for the delay in updates! I think these past few weeks have been busy for everyone!

But I have some news, which is somewhat old :[ But I'm still totally excited, so I wanted to share it with all of you!

Many of you may know of Kris Blais, an amazing photographer. He has taken several photographs for FEI, many of which have been taken in Nicaragua. I have heard so much about him over the years, and have followed his blog posts on the Summit View Missions' Blog as he served in Nica. I even went to Nicaragua with his sister, Desi! She told me all about how he met Jen in Nicaragua, who he is now married to. Kris and Jen are pretty much famous :P

When I started this art project, Kelli Blais, Kris' mom, found out and asked me to do a painting for Kris and Jen as their wedding gift. Well, I jumped right on that opportunity! Kelli told me a little bit more about them and where their heart is. They both fell in love with a little girl living in La Chureca (the dump in Nicaragua) named Wendi. After reviewing posts on Summit View's blog, I knew exactly what I would paint.

"Today was moving. We took 18 kids from La Chureca to the beach. We had a cabana all to ourselves, horses to ride and an ATV. We played in the water, ate together, and experienced joy together. I fell in love with these kids today. I think that's what God wanted. God wanted me to fall in love with them. If I hadn't, I wouldn't have felt anything when we dropped them off. Falling in love with those kids made it so that when I am called to do something to help them... I will do it with all of my heart, all of my soul and all of my strength. God I want to help these kids. Thank you so much for everything God. Thank you for the struggle of letting go. Thank you for the bus ride back where Wendy slept in my arms. Judy said to hold her tight because that could be the last time she is safe in a man's arms... unfortunately she was right. Thank you for delivering those kids from hell, even if just for a day. Thank you for giving them and us hope. Thank you for your Grace, your mercy, and your love. Please God, deliver those kids from La Chureca. Deliver them from the enemy's grasp. I pray that images and memories of today, and this week, will not fade like photographs. I pray that they will stay burned in our minds and in our hearts... so that we might act when you prompt us, that we may seek you in order to help them, and that we can join in your efforts to save these people. I love you God, and I saw your love today. Thank you." Written by Kris Blais, Summit View Missions' Blog

I read that just before starting the painting. My heart broke, and I almost couldn't do the painting because my eyes were full of tears and I couldn't see. It brought me back to how it felt holding those same kids, and how hard it is to let go. It's a terrible feeling, but thank the Lord for those experiences! And thank him for such reminders, as hard as it is!

I referred to two photographs Kris took, but added my own twist :P

Come to find out, Kelli was going to present the painting at their wedding reception which was held at an art gallery. Totally my first time showing ANY of my work in an ART gallery! Now, I knew it would be slightly awkward for me to be there, simply because I had never met Kris nor Jen. They kept looking at me, wondering who I was, and I couldn't really tell them why I was there. Let's just say, we had a few laughs with it.

It was hard to sit there without crying (oh come on, I haven't been able to stop the tears since my trip. Don't make fun of me :P) when Kelli stepped up to present the painting. She was talking about the children of Nicaragua, and Kris and Jen's passion for these kids. It was so exciting when she revealed the painting! To be honest, I was totally nervous, perhaps because a part of me questions whether it is any good. But when Jen came to hug me, I knew that's not what mattered.

I got some time to talk with both Kris and Jen, which was awesome! Kris gave me some advise and told me how he got involved with FEI. He also shared a little bit about Wendi, and how he just saw a recent picture of her. He said she looked sad, and it broke his heart.

Anyways, it was such an honor to meet them and Jen's family! I made new friends and great connections! Thank you Blais family for everything!


You can find Kris Blais' photography at
http://www.urbanedgephotography.net/
And Aaron Ziesemer took these pictures! He is also an amazing photographer! You can find his work at
http://klickerphotography.daportfolio.com/